Black Roses

Each time yours is broken

2008-04-05T00:02:00.004+01:00

And once more we were left behind
Looking around for some love to find
In the middle of this senseless croud
Overwhelmed by silence... You can't shout that loud...

You look inside you, again nothing you find
Your heart is empty... You feel so blind
Where is the hapiness you used to love?...
You are more down in hell than you are here above.

Tears drip from a dry passion
Felt so right doing that absurd action...
Screwed the life out of those who had it already screwed,
Doesn't matter, love and disgrace, purely glued.

You can't see with blind eyes
Nor you can with a broken heart
Each time you try, another chance dies
Each time yours is broken, another heart dries.

It shall be.

2008-02-01T20:56:00.000Z

Today my heart has been broken
And I think It's easy to see
That the devil has spoken
Completely against me...
And now... He wants my heart killed.
And so It shall be.

And if anyone wants to face my pain
I can assure you he'll have no gain
Because my pain is mine, it's all for me
My pain is mine, and so it shall be.

And well, this is life, this is love
If you are down, just climb above
It may be complex for you, but it's easy for me
This is love, and love it shall be.

The lonely bird

2008-01-25T23:48:00.000Z

I saw a lonely bird flying
when the dawn of the day was dying
In the center of the clear sky
A good feeling passing by...

Made me feel awfully bad
Or maybe good but mainly sad
Melancholic sensation, sweet tears
Bad animation, salty fears...

Made me think on my confusion
And enhance my delusion
Made me get away of my own mind
Letting myself alone... And my soul to find...

The rain. My rain.

2008-01-22T22:55:00.000Z

I love that rain
The one that dries my tears
The one that doesn't fall in vain
The one that cleans my fears.

The rain that falls madly
That makes me wet so gladly
I love my beautiful rain
I love it, makes me insane!

The rain that falls continuosly
The rain that glows contagiously
Makes me wonder curiously...
Makes me live blamelessly.

And when the rain stops permanently
And life smiles at me defiantly
It should be better, obviously
But I just start shouting endlessly

The dark ship

2008-01-22T00:02:00.000Z

A dark ship with a broken shell
A dark ship that flew me to hell
A dark ship that will let me tell
All the things that I don't know well

Alone at the dark I wait for you
Or not, maybe I ran from you
I'm lost in the abyss what can I do
Help me please I can't get through

Running real fast from something invisible
Waiting for the rest of something untirable
Sleeping in a bed make of stone
Thinking of the things I have already blown.

I was blown
To the deepest of the hells thrown
Come here let me get out
What the heck am I talking about?

Rejected feelings

2008-01-21T23:30:00.000Z

I think on the things I do for love
And I know I am exagerated
I screwed things up for love
And I think on the chaos I generated.

Stupid love, stupid passion, stupid stupidity
Why can't we continue to live in our mediocrity?
Continue with out lame destinys...
Continue with our absurdity.

Today whe can lose our respect
Get over with the sanity we expect
Do again the things we regret
Embrace the feelings we reject.

My obligation. My dreams

2008-01-19T22:43:00.000Z

The dreams I had of things not meant to exist
Appearing in my head they seem to persist...
At least my hope manages to resist
I have to wait for reality to twist

And I'll make it happen, spare me the discouragement
Everything you say is still encouragement
I think my normal sanity I've missed
People make me think my ticket to hell I kissed

STOP THIS MANIAC CONVERSATION
I'M GONNA BRING PEACE TO THE WHOLE DAMN NATION
I'M GONNA REALIZE MY IMPOSSIBLE DREAMS
I'M GONNA CLEAR ALL OF THESE OBNOXIOUS SCREAMS
I'M GONNA FIGHT AWAY ALL THIS TEMPTATION
I'M GONNA DESTROY ALL OF MY FRUSTRATION
VAPORIZE ALL THIS ANNIHILATION

These are just stupid thoughts
A man alone can't beat motivation
Doesn't really matter for what he foughts
A man can't beat desperation
This is just my stupid imagination
Disturbing my crazy concentration
Just alone doesn't mind my determination
But I have to do something... It's my obligation.

For Kristi, again!

2008-01-19T22:21:00.000Z

Hi sweet, I think that talking to you
Is the thing I do
That gives me most pleasure
All the pictures I have of you
Are my most well guarded treasure

As golden as the bright sun
Watching your hair gives me my best fun
As blue as the deepest sea
Your gorgeous eyes I love to see.

I think I can read your mind
And it is the most brilliant thing I seem to find
Following you, my heart is blind
Perfection and love, perfectly combined

And when I think of you
Your figure I can see
Perfectly distinguished
As If you were next to me

And for now, just a friend, Is all I can be
But it doesn't really matter to me
At least our hearts are free
Although I love you, You have to agree.

The line of normality

2008-01-16T21:49:00.000Z

I would like that dreams really came true
And that truth overcomed the stupid line reality drew
I would like that the world was made new
I would like that God cleaned the things he screw.

Ah but it can't be made
Reality isn't that easy to fade
We can't just overide that stupid normality
Or at least without screwing up your morality.

It's just a problem that damages mentality
And substancialy increases the rate of mortality
A problem that may just rise fatality
Without you even realizing it's finality

Eh... what's the point of it?
Preventing abnormality?
Protecting your vitality?
It's sounds like a stupid thing to me
Disastrously ignorant rule is what i see.

Confusing...

2008-01-16T20:39:00.000Z

I don't know what it is but i know it's confusing
I know that i don't need the sanity i'm losing
But it really isn't that amusing
And maybe it's because that seeing the reality i am refusing.

Ah... but I don't know what to do
Which of the two loves are true?
One is perfect but seemingly impossible
Other imperfect, but sounds so adorable.

But all I know is that I can't love both
I have to kill the love, stop it's growth
I wonder if that's wrong, maybe i shouldn't stop
Maybe with the time... The love will drop...

Judgement day

2008-01-15T23:21:00.000Z

What is wrong with the world this days
Where if you kiss someone you get judged
And you have to keep listening to what everyone says
And be careful with the attention she pays.

Where you can't speak without being listened
Even if you whisper on your mind
You hide your deepest secrets inside you
But everyone always seems to find

Where you cannot live without being ignored
And without knowing you aren't adored
Where everyone simultaneously loves you...
And profundly hates you for your eyes so blue...

All the envy in the world that ever existed
That pursues you and seems to make your thoughts twisted
At least you will show your friends that for a while you persisted
But it's stronger than you.. You haven't resisted.

What's the point?

2008-01-14T23:16:00.000Z

What is the point of talking serious
If you had to reflect on everything you said?
What is the point of saying dreaming is not imperious
If that's the way to get the words on your head?

What is the point of thinking in passion
If your heart has no compassion
Makes you suffer, makes you pay
And doesn't hear what you have to say?

And makes you think on all the love you bled
All the stupid things you said
While you couldn't take her off your head
All the pain that she spread
Well the love, now it's dead.

What's the point of still thinking about it
There is no point, so I quit
So now I'm fine
I think i crossed the line
Lets go out to the sun
And let it shine!

Poisoned

2008-01-12T00:02:00.000Z

Yes I've been thinking,
I can't stand anymore the lies I've been drinking
The world Isn't anymore what it used to be
And all I want is to find some way to flee
But I can't, I don't think I'm coward enough
I am going to stay and make me look tough
And if for some reason my courage fails
And if I get off my honorable trails
I'll have to think in you
And ask you what I should do
Finally facing my true fate
Defeating away all that hate
That poisons my hardly beating heart
Well, everyone needs some love, and I want my part.

2008-01-09T23:23:00.000Z

It's just the irony of life
Or death, depends on what most pleases you
It's a strange feeling, delicious too
What might it be? I don't know... Do you?

It's ironic, poetic justice, just Karma
All working under the influence of Dharma
Getting themselves tangled in the lines of fate
And nobody got out, at least until this date.

It's just how the universe works, mechanically
Doesn't just give bad luck randomly
Do what you want, you'll get what you deserve
But just remember nothing can be preserved

Enigma

2008-01-06T22:04:00.000Z

I need something enigmatic
Something capable of just letting me static
Looking at something i can not understand
Something that i can not comprehend

But I wonder, the world is so full of mysteries
And i can't find one for me
I need an enigmatic mystery
I need something to explain my reason to be.

But it's hard to find one like that
I can't just pull it out of my hat
It just doesn't work in that way
It's not easy, doesn't matter what you say.

But if I start thinking i become aware of an enigma
A big and strange mystery
I start thinking in my reason to be
But i cannot find an answer anymore
Im lost in my own mind
Searching for an answer impossible to find
And i can't find my reason to be,
So please... Can you help me?

Delirious

2007-12-21T22:02:00.001Z

lalalalalalalala
Today's poem ain't gonna be that interesting
Because I'm having fun testing
The limit of your patience!

lalalalalalala
total random words
so random like two random birds

So are you having fun?
Or are you just preparing to run?
I sure am laughing
Looking at you! It's so friggin fantastic!

I'm just crazy, don't panic
(Not crazy like schizophrenic)
I have a headache, I can't think more xD
It looks like... I've been hit by a door :P

Just delirious, not healthy!
Not healthy like before!
two times five equals four
I am delirious, hear me ROAR!

roflmao!

Wondering

2007-12-17T23:56:00.001Z

Sometimes I wonder around in my head
I go to places I never went before
And even if i think i shouldn't, I go ahead
Even tho most of them are places I don't adore
I go ahead, I can't fear no more.

But I should fear,
(Or at least that's what I hear)
If I didn't fear, I wouldn't know what hurts me
And at the moment what hurts me more
Is to love you, my dear.

And if it keeps hurting
It will start to be disconcerting
And it never was that diverting...
And I can't handle the love you keep inserting.

So one day I will give up
I won't handle it anymore
This ain't a frickish love galore
Even tho that it is you that I adore
I can't handle it like I did before!

State of Perfection

2007-12-16T22:12:00.001Z

What is the point of blame?
The point of making you pass a shame?
The point of making your heart feel like it's burning
In a really big and hot flame.

And then again, maybe it is needed
And needed is too a little of perfection
Will help you fight all of this deception
You just need a little thought, maybe a big reflection

As long as the state of perfection is there
Everything that goes wrong, you just won't care
You won't even mind the things that to do, I dare
But I won't do anything that bad, I swear!

And then again, I am a little unstable
I can do anything that I am able
I can do everything that i can remember!

Spending some nights alone at the park
Making my poems every little time even more dark
And horrifying everything you have ever read
Killing someone, after he had bled.

That big horror that i had fed
I believe that now he is dead
So i can leave, stop this dark.

Between you and me, I sense a spark
Even tho it is small, like a faraway bark
I can feel it is right
I won't give up without a fight
I will reach up on that light
And we both will take flight!

True Feelings

2007-12-14T22:30:00.001Z

Some feelings just go away
It doesn't matter what you say
They disappear by the end of the day
Quick and loudly as a thunder ray.

One of them is friendship
It is a little strange when you think of it
Being friendly ain't just to talk
You have to be a friend, not just walk
Walk, walk around to where you need to go
And be with your friends just to follow the flow
No, you have to be with your friends because you want to
It has to be a real sensation, it has to be true
And if your friendship isn't getting through
You have to find something else to do...

Then it's love, what will we do?
The stupid red feeling, warmer than blue
Makes you crazy, do idiotic things
Makes you look at a statue, thinking that it sings...
And maybe it does, depends on the days
Depends on how love sways
Can't clean your mind, can't concentrate
And after this things, you still think love's great?

May just be two,
The ones that most affect you
But remember one thing, an important one
Always think on what you've done
If you've done bad,
Then probably you'll be sad
And it'll go alright, if you've made someone glad
But i just don't care
This feelings just drive me mad
Play with them if you want, Ignore them if you dare
I'm getting full of this, i swear
And if you can't understand me there,
Just look at your heart
Try to listen what it says...
And it'll penetrate you like a sharp dart.
Wasn't this one of the most lovely days?...

Maybe it's all your fault :P

2007-12-12T21:44:00.001Z

Some days i just decide to think
More than i usually do
Usually thoughts go away in a blink
But this one just didn't go through.

I thought of myself with you
With a kind of annoying love
I don't like this kind of thoughts
But this one suited us like a glove.

And then i think what i should do
When i should think "Why is the sky so blue?"
And i find myself lost in my mind
And i think that a path to get out
Is the current thing to find.

And then i look at you
I get crazy, maybe it's all your fault :P
I can't think no more, i go beserk
My mind gets broken, it gets blacked out.

For you

2007-12-11T21:23:00.001Z

I never thought i would come to this
But i guess this time it didn't miss.

Oh my God i got it when i first saw you
And i thought this was something i would never do
Oh my God just look at me
Oh my God how can this be?

I look at you and I drift for a while
My eyes get lost on that beautiful smile
And then i look at your own eyes
And all my reason suddenly dies.

Now I'm sure, I'm in love
A deep feeling, that comes from above
Melts my head, corrupts my mind
A strange feeling, so hard to find.

It's stupid, don't know why it exists
Blocks my feet, locks my wrists
But i can't help it, it's stronger than me
I guess i can't do it, you'll have to agree.

Black dawning

2007-12-10T23:14:00.001Z

Some thing's wrong, i can't get it
What's that smell in the air?
Some people tell me it is death
I think it's the blood in my hair.
Today was a horrible day,
The black dawning broke through.
It's time for us to pay,
For the time we spent to play,
Love and peace, dream no more.
All is gone, suffer the war...

Careful gal...

2007-12-10T19:59:00.001Z

Hi there girl you look so good
But stop running, don't go through the wood
It's so dangerous, even for you
You will die, no mater what you do.

But you went, you stubborn creature
Defied yourself, defied the nature
You are trapped, you can't get out
Now it's bad, and you've passed out.

I warned yourself, told you to be careful
Instead of that, you decided to be dareful
Now you're trapped, you will die
C'ya girl, say goodbye :(

For Kristi that shall always be my best friend

2007-12-08T23:51:00.001Z

I keep wondering
How do you look so beautiful
That golden hair
Just doesn't seem fair
Those blue eyes
So unlogical
You can't exist
You are mythological

-

Yes I can close my eyes
But I just think of you
If the dream never dies
What should i do?...

Black Roses

2007-12-08T23:39:00.001Z

Black as black it can be
My heart is the color that you can see
Dripping black blood as red it should be
Corrupting the floor as well as you see...

-
The black dawning is coming
Bringing the terror with him
When the clan BlackRoses rises
Prepare for the surprises
Carnage and blood everywhere
It's hell, i would swear...

Life

2007-12-08T23:32:00.001Z

Existence is a mere coincidence
And death is the true reality
Life is a chain of indifference
A stupid chance of defying normality
Be happy when you die
There's no more reasons to cry
Now you're part of the elite of existence
As you rule, people fall
That is death, after all
Maybe it's good, maybe it ain't
Be careful, you aren't a saint
This is death, live it well
This is hell, can't you feel it as well?

Piercing shame

2007-12-07T22:37:00.001Z

Sometimes it feels so bad
Makes me so incredibly sad
Pierces my heart, right trough my body
Oh my god, make it end, please help me somebody.

A black pain, feels disgusting
My heart, instantly combusting
A horrible sensation, an unbearable pain
Why the hell did i do it, if there was no gain?

So strong, so sharp, its shrieking
So bad, so nasty, seems like i'm sinking
Sometime, someplace just not here
Now it feels so good, surely nothing to fear.

The rise of light

2007-12-05T19:46:00.001Z

The rise of the light
Comes after the fight
The feeling you've done it right
Fills your body with delight

Maybe it's love
Flying like a dove
Thundering the skies
Sweetly as it flies.

The scent of despair

2007-11-30T01:03:00.001Z

The scent of the fight
Is standing on the air
And it's really despairing
Just to be fair...

The scent of the daring
That took to the death
And if you are caring,
The scent of regret.

The scent of the logic
The abstract nature
A scream that is guttural
A scream logically unnatural.

The driftings of magic
The nature of chaotic
The sweetness of blood
Craziness in a flood.

Despair is so daring
So deviously despairing
A perfect reality
In it's true... totality.

Dead Soldier's Pray

2007-11-26T20:37:00.000Z

I pray for it to end
I wish it had never started
My hope apparently did bend
And this took me to the end

It started with me living
It ended with me dead...
I didn't live to the end of this day,
Oh God, hear the dead soldier's pray.

I pray for my wife to be OK,
I pray for my kids to end happily this day.
I pray for the war to end for this day,
Oh God, hear the dead soldier's pray...

The logic of dreams

2007-11-26T20:25:00.001Z

Why the hell do i have to dream?
What about if i can't do it?
Maybe they aren't as good as they seem.
Probably just gonna make you scream...

What about if dreams were logical?
What about if they weren't?
Dreams aren't supposed to make you think,
Dreams can disappear in an eye blink.

So go... dream if you dare...
If you ask me, i really don't care...
But be careful, be very aware...
Watch out, it can be a nightmare.

Do i dare to think?

2007-11-25T12:30:00.000Z

I dare to think that thinking is what I should dare to
Thinking is what I was made of
Thinking is what I should dare to
Thinking is what turns me on and off
Thinking is what prevents me dying
Thinking is what sends me flying
In my mind or maybe for real
Thinking for me, is the real deal

Thinking makes me wonder around some places
Thinking makes me think in all my paces
Thinking sends me walking around
Around and always sending me to no place yet found

Thinking is my blade in times of war
Thinking is my gun in times of war
Thinking wins me the war every little time
But thinking sometimes gets me too far...

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