Confusing...

I don't know what it is but i know it's confusing
I know that i don't need the sanity i'm losing
But it really isn't that amusing
And maybe it's because that seeing the reality i am refusing.

Ah... but I don't know what to do
Which of the two loves are true?
One is perfect but seemingly impossible
Other imperfect, but sounds so adorable.

But all I know is that I can't love both
I have to kill the love, stop it's growth
I wonder if that's wrong, maybe i shouldn't stop
Maybe with the time... The love will drop...